My
webmaster has asked me to talk about my feelings and my experiences
as a supersized bbw. It also gives me a chance to answer some
of the questions that men have about a large lady.
I'm
already getting some lovely emails and I'm sharing a few of
your comments on another page. Click the link
below to read them
I'm happy to post nice comments and I know you big girl lovers
wont be too naughty:) e-mail
me if you'd like to...
I
should never have let it happen!
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Back
in the summer we put up a set of me in my little baby
doll outfit. We did a video at the same time, but I
didn't dare let my webmaster put it on the site, I was
just too embarrased.
On
the day we did the shoot, my photographer had asked
if a friend of his could watch some of the pictures
being taken. Well, I didn't mind because he was going
to pay £50 and a lady has to think about those
little necessities.
This
friend is a real ssbbw lover and I could tell when he
came in that he was more than a little excited. I sat
there sucking my lollypop and I could see that he was
getting aroused. Well, I know I shouldn't have done
it but I started to tease a little more. The lollypop
slipped into where the sun doesn't shine and this really
was too much for him.
Without
a word, he unzipped and, well, when you see the video
you'll know exactly what happened. All over my bare
boobs! he was so embarrassed afterwards. We all tried
to laugh it off, but I have to tell you I was really
really shocked. Next time someone wants to watch I'll
make sure he's not standing right next to me!
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I
didn't did I? No, my photographer is too much of a gentleman
and of course I'm a lady (becoming a very naughty one
maybe) but we wanted to give you something special and
I have a very realistic toy;) |
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Easter
was fun, and I ate lots of eggs but I was hampered by
my bad arm. I couldnt get down to the shoot we had planned
at the studio. so a lady friend had to take some pics..she
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21st
February: I got so excited last night about
all the reaction to my site that I decided to take a few
pictures of myself just for fun. I always get very wet
when I play with myself, and the thought of all the new
friends I've discovered looking at me on your computer
screens is an incredible thrill. Do you get hard? I really
hope so. Without being too rude, e-mail
me and let me know if you've orgasmed looking at me. It
will encourage me even more... |
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How
far should I go?
When I came to to the studio for my first shoot, I had
no idea how for I would go in the pictures. My photographer
told me that if I was going to play it had to be genuine,
he's seen too many girls just pretend to have an orgasm
and he told me that its always very obvious if a lady
is faking it. The nice thing about the shoot was that
he let me go at my own pace. I hadn't put a toy in my
bag so I was sure I wouldn't be taking things too far
but once we started on the bottle set I found it very
difficult to hold back!
My
question is, should I really let my self go in future
sets. Send an e-mail
to me and let me know
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I'm
often asked, (at least when someone has plucked up enough
courage) "How do you do it?" Well, strangely
enough,. just like anyone else! I'm actually quite inexperienced
for a woman of my age, I'm over 40, but have only had
a few lovers. Not that I don't get plenty of offers,
but I tend to have very long term relationships and
don't go for one night stands. As for how? The spoon
position is definitely best!
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My
webmaster asked me at the start of my first shoot
"Do you masturbate?" My answer was obvious,
"Yes, don't you?" Of course, then he asked
me to show him, twice, or was it three times? I lost
count:)
When
you're a bg girl like me, the belly gets in the way,
so there's a bit of adjustment in postion first, but
I always manage to satisfy myself...
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I'm
single at the moment and as I don't go for one night
stands a good alternative is to have a a fantasy conversation
on the phone. I have one very good friend who I can
call on anytime. He comes up with some amazing ideas
which really get me turned on. He says I should do it
professionally but the trouble is I'd never want to
stop talking! Who knows, maybe I'll start a phone sex
line as part of the site:)
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I
love baby oil. Apart from anything else all those curves
need to be kept moisturised. I must add quite a bit
to johnsons profits. Its the only one I ever use. We
did a shoot with oil which is already in the members
area. I didnt stop at just my belly either...
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I've
been to told I'm very good with my tongue and in one
of the sets I demonstrated my technique on a wine bottle.
There was an audible sigh from the photographer so I
went a little further and used the bottle in a different
way. Well. I hadn't brought my toy so it was a case
of make do;)
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stories
in the diary may or may not be true
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